Took a flight down to Ft. Lauderdale to join my partner “Van” and go to the world famous Halloween street party in Wilton Manors.
We are there right now. Here are some photos.
Tonight “C.K.” texted me and said he wanted to play with me and my partner “Van.” An hour later he walked in my front door and I spotted a purple hickey on his neck.
“Damn, what have you been up to,” I asked.
“Oh, my ex-girlfriend dropped by yesterday and she did that,” he said.
I just smiled and took it in stride. Last night C.K. had pussy. But tonight he wanted to play with dick.
“C.K.” is 27 years old and from New York City. Brown-skinned, handsome, six-feet two, a little thick and cute as a Teddy Bear.
He is the masculine, mostly silent type. I have known him for more than a year but only know few details about him because he is so reticent. I think we have hooked up three times counting tonight with Van. I don’t even know his first or last name — just his initials.
But there are a few things I know for sure.
I know his mother died. I know his father got caught up in the streets and is in prison. I know he had to get out of New York so the same thing didn’t happen to him. I know he works two jobs to make ends meet.
And I also know he is wrestling with his sexuality.
Tonight Van and I played with him, licking his nipples, eating his ass, and stroking his dick, which is not very big but gets hard as a rock as it rises from between his beautiful thighs. Then he watched me fuck Van before we all jacked off and busted good nutts.
But before the sex we talked.
“You and your partner have sex parties,” he asked me while we lay on the bed, watching “John Wick 2” on HBO.
“Yeah, how did you know?”
“Oh, you texted me.”
“Oh, wow, I didn’t know you were on my party invite list. I forgot. But I know sex parties are not your thing because you are so undercover.”
He paused a moment and spoke again.
“I could never come to a sex party. I’m too shy for that.”
But he kept asking questions about it.
“How many guys come?”
“Oh, 35 or 40,” I answered.
“C.K. some people come and just watch. It’s up to you.”
“I will tell all the guys to leave you alone because you are a newbie,” I joked.
“Oh, don’t do that. I wouldn’t want to bring attention to myself,” C.K. said.
He is limited in what he does sexually. He says he does not want to fuck or get fucked by a dude. He doesn’t kiss. But he loves to be touched and get his nipples licked.
While we lay in bed together, waiting for Van to finish showering, he would sometimes reach out and hold my hand. Then let it go and hold it again. I found the gesture sweet and endearing.
I think C.K. would make some man a great catch if he ever decided to explore a relationship with a man. Besides being handsome some would find his New York accent and swag and strong work ethic appealing.
“Have you ever dated a guy,” I ask.
“No, not yet,” C.K. answered.
An hour or so later, after we all nutted and washed up C.K. said he was ready to take the light rail home so I walked him to the door.
“I could do like you two,” C.K. said as he walked down the stairs behind me.
I didn’t understand. Did he mean how Van and I had sex?
“What do you mean?,” I ask.
“I think I could be in a relationship like you and Van.”
I smiled. “Whenever you are ready man. It’s up to you.”
And I opened the front door, said goodbye, and C.K. disappeared into the chilly, still Autumn night.
Last Friday my partner “Van” and I had a sex party in honor of a buddy who had moved away from Baltimore and was back for a week-long visit.
It was a great party — about 35 guys showed up despite the fact there were three other sex parties going on in town. The sun came up and there were half a dozen guys over so we all went out to breakfast at a nearby diner.
I was coming to work on the commuter train this morning when I ran into “Winston,” one of the guys who attended. I’ve known Winston for years — he is a handsome, short man in his 50’s who is a lawyer by day but a freak at night.
“You know one of my cousins was at your party and I didn’t even know he was gay,” Winston said.
It seems Winston was in one of the bedrooms groping around in the dark and grabbed this beefy, dark-skinned guy’s ass. And the guy turned around and grabbed Winston by the dick and balls.
Then they made eye contact. And flushed with embarrassment.
“Oh, shit. Cuz what are you doing here,” “Dexter” asked.
It’s funny. I’ve known Dexter for years too but never knew he and Winston are second cousins.
Each year the two cousins see each other at a big family Thanksgiving dinner and an annual cousin’s bowling party. And neither had an inkling the other swung with men.
It’s funny how every time we have a sex party there is some funny story to share. Friday night was no exception.
“Jeremy” and I have been friends for more than 30 years.
He was my brother’s friend in college. Jeremy would come home to our house weekends since he was from Los Angeles and couldn’t get back to California often. And he loved my Mom’s home cooking.
So we started hanging out and soon he was closer to me than he was to my brother. My Mom called him her “Other Son.” Heck, they still talk on the phone from time to time.
Jeremy and I traveled together. Hit the clubs together most every weekend. And fought like cats and dogs but were thick as thieves the next day because that’s how friends do.
He was always the ladies’ man. Always pulled the girls while I almost exclusively dated my ex-wife. Now 34 years later he is divorced twice and recently broke up with a law school student young enough to be our daughter.
But I always wondered whether he could be curious about being gay. Or if he was already playing with men.
After I separated from my wife I was on business travel to Los Angeles and hung out with him. We were in the food court of a Walmart in South-central, eating at a Chinese buffet. I cleared my throat and confessed.
“Hey I just want to be honest with you and let you know I’m gay now.”
He didn’t miss a beat.
“Immanuel, I always thought you could be gay. Don’t worry about it.”
And we just kept talking like nothing happened.
Then I remembered way back in the late 80’s the things he would do.
Like we would go to the gay nightclub Traxx on “Straight Night” Tuesdays and one time he kiddingly tried to pull me on the dance floor like we were a couple while a group of women nearby gawked.
One week we hopped in my Nissan, pulled off the T-top and drove to Montreal. And when we got to the hotel room we shared he lay back on the bed and pulled his legs up in the air and jokingly said, “Come and get it” like he wanted me to fuck him.
And how, even though we were hanging out with girls we met there, Jeremy made it a point of taking me out alone to a fancy French restaurant to celebrate my birthday. And when we walked back to the hotel he put his arms around me as we walked the dark, cobblestone streets of Vieux Montreal.
Like what straight black man does that to his friend?
Thirty years later the hints keep dropping.
This Spring we were texting and he bragged casually about how big his dick is. Like what straight black man does this to his friend, especially one he knows is gay?
I just ignored it. Although in hindsight I wish I had asked him to send a pic so we could compare dick size.
Then in June he texted me to say he broke up again with the young girlfriend.
“So you know I broke up with Marlene. Bruh, the gays are all over me now. LOL!”
“Come get your mens Negro.”
I just played it off. Jeremy, a handsome, slightly thick pecan-brown brother with wavy graying hair, was always a joker. So I kidded back.
“When you get ready to try gay holler..I will pay for your gay training academy tuition lol.”
But I wondered. What straight black man would text something like that in the same text message to announce he broke up with a woman he had been dating for at least two years? And were Jeremy’s jokes hiding his true feelings?
My partner “Van” and I visited Los Angeles in August when I went out on business and we had drinks with Jeremy at Kitchen 24 in West Hollywood’s Boys Town. A guy we had hooked up with, “Devin” (Picking him up off the street in Los Angeles), was with us.
Devin, Van and I are gay but the conversation was about the hot mess that is Donald Trump, life on the East Coast versus West Coast and other stuff. It was Jeremy — the lone straight man in the quartet — who kept inserting gay into the conversation.
“You know I work out in this gym and there are a lot of gay guys there. They keep trying to look at this big dick. Shit man, I can even go to the sauna without somebody hitting on me.”
Devin, Van and I just laughed and changed the subject. I think I glanced across the table to get Van’s reaction. I knew he wanted to go all up and down Jeremy with questions but he didn’t — it was their first time meeting so I gathered Van wanted to be polite and make a good impression on my best buddy.
Later after Jeremy left Van said he probably is gay-curious and might have already tasted the Rainbow. So Van said the next time Jeremy traveled East I had permission to try to seduce him.
That was a good idea but I didn’t wait. Devin seemed interested in Jeremy so I gave each of them the other’s number.
“Hey Devin seemed cool but you know I’m not gay, right,” Jeremy said. “But I don’t mind hanging out with him if it’s at an event or something.”
Okay, we will see how this goes.