My last blog generated a lot of comments so I decided to write a letter to my blog readers. Here it is:
I appreciate the comments everybody and you’re right, guys who come out do go crazy sexually because it’s all new.I am also a handsome, fit top with a hard dick so it seems I am always in demand. Folks say I look 35 years old now but age will catch up with me.So eventually this will come to an end. Slowing down would be nice.
However, my life is actually quite full apart from sex. Believe it or not I’m active in church, volunteer with the homeless, write freelance articles, work a full-time job and a part-time job. I go to the gym three or four nights a week.I am also a father and am active in my kids’ lives…I live less than a mile from them.
My life feels fulfilled. When I was married I was a good husband while it lasted and I continue to make sure things are okay financially at home. I have had a successful career – I have traveled to Switzerland and Paris and Canada and Germany doing what I love.I’ve met everyone from gang bangers to President Clinton. Life has been good.
I have made a few friends in this who have been guiding lights and supportive through my ups and downs.Have you read about my buddy Andre and Rex and Baron? They are my go-to guys.There are others but I don’t write about them because it would probably bore you.
The sex is not as mindless as you think. I genuinely enjoy having sex. I don’t even have to cum, I love giving pleasure so much. To me it is like working out at the gym — a physical, fun act.
Does Oliver control me? As much as I let him. I have learned to enjoy him when we are together and hang out and have a life when I am not. Just the fact I could attached to someone again and feel such emotions of desire is great thing. I told him even if we don’t remain friends the feelings I felt will last a lifetime — I will always have that memory until senility robs it from me. I never dug a dude like that before but I am also a grown man that won’t be taken for granted.
Something that I don’t write about is that I have gone on three non-sex dates in the past week or so. I’m really getting to enjoy guys on a friendship level.
What do I want to do in the future? Eventually buy a small place of my own and have a spot where my kids can visit me when they find time in their lives for an old man. I t would nice to have a relationship but it’s not prerequisite. I enjoy myself so I don’t get lonesome. Plus I have alot of friends gay and straight.
In the immediate future I want to learn
Spanish and maybe convert this blog into a book! We will see.
Take care and keep reading!